
Home #57
©2010 Lisa Call
2.5" x 3.5"
Textile Painting (Fabric hand dyed and painted by the artist, cotton batting, cotton thread)
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Transition
In my studio newsletter last week, I wrote about my life in transition. I wrote about learning to let go and enjoy the process.
There 2 big changes in my life at the moment: my landscaping project, which is rolling along, and my son leaving for college.
Much activity cleaning his bedroom, packing and buying all the fun stuff needed to make dorm life livable. Like sheets for mattresses that are weird sizes. And baby refrigerators, etc. Not to mention the joy of understanding the tuition bill and manifesting a pile of money to pay for it.
It’s all very fun and I’m excited to see him move on to the next stage of his life, yet it also takes an emotional toll. During the downtime, driving in my car, relaxing at home, quiet moments in my studio, the reality of my son leaving makes me sad. It’s like being pregnant again and crying for no apparent reason (interesting how life cycles back like this).
I’m definitely going to miss him. He’s a wonderful kid. Fortunately I know he will do great out on his own.
Happily this is not the start of the empty-nest, as my daughter will still be home for 4 more years. I’m looking forward to having just 1 kid home (the one that knows how to clean the kitchen) and seeing her blossom through high school.
Yesterday, I got home from work late, was very hungry, tired and feeling drained. The work day had been difficult with my technical lead giving his notice and the weekend had be a challenge with a fight with my boyfriend. What I wanted to do was eat bad food and watch bad tv and sleep.
Instead I went to yoga. After the class the instructor (the studio owner) said “You’ve been coming to yoga 2, 3 and 4 times a week for a couple months now. What is the biggest change you notice as a result?”
I thought about my answer for a while and finally said: Happiness.
With all the stress, change and emotional upheavals, yoga helps keeps me grounded, centered and happy.
Notes from The Universe
Yesterday morning I posted the following status update on facebook:
Love my notes from the universe:
Young souls learn to accept responsibility for their actions.
Mature souls learn to accept responsibility for their thoughts.
And old souls, Lisa, learn to accept responsibility for their happiness.
Weeeeeeee, The Universe (No one cares what time it is in paradise, Lisa, huh? )
Feels good to take responsibility. Even with all the transition in my life and unhappiness with my boyfriend – I am at the core HAPPY.
It’s now time to take my happy self off to my studio for an hour, without beating myself for getting in no studio time yesterday. Yay!
You can sign up to gets these wonderful emails yourself at Thoughts from the Universe. I highly recommend them as they are both funny and extremely helpful.
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