The Need for Sleep

Abstract Contemporary Textile Painting / Art Quilt - Home #42 ©2010 Lisa Call

Home #42 (informed by Home #11)
©2010 Lisa Call
3.5" x 2.5"
Textile Painting (Fabric hand dyed by the artist, cotton batting, cotton thread)
$40 $34 + shipping


 

zzz…

Yesterday I wrote about my complete lack of motivation and energy. Today I started down the path to getting back on track.

In addition to very short todo lists and some scheduled time in the studio, near the top of my list is the need to get 8 hours of sleep a night. Or more.

Lately I’ve been staying up much too late. Or waking up in the middle of the night and falling back to sleep. In general not sleeping well.

Time to for a well rested night to be a regular thing again. Relaxing before bed, exercising (which really helps sleep), eating healthy. Etc. It’s all tied together, although right now sleep is top of my list.

I spent a few minutes yesterday and today in my studio and I’m looking forward to having the energy to do more very soon.

And thanks to everyone that comment on my blog post yesterday. Your support is so very helpful and welcome – thank you.

Mini Home Textile Paintings

My Dwelling exhibit came down last weekend and I was going to change the prices of the remaining Home aceos back to there regular price of $40, but turns out there is only 1 left, Home #42, above. So I’ll leave it at $34 until sold.

I have a few more small Home artist trading cards in progress but they will all be the normal $40 when completed and then I’m going to move on from houses for a while. I’m certain I’ll return to them as I have loved working on them but it’s time for something new.

Then I’ll clean up the piles of fabric from all the Dwelling artwork and get a fresh start on some large artworks I have brewing in my head. I’m targeting April 1 for the transition.


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Lack of Motivation

I haven’t posted much since my solo show Dwelling opened in February. It’s now closed and I picked up the artwork on sunday.

I hit a serious case of post show melt down. Or something.

Whatever it was I have done essentially nothing since the opening on Feb 22.

I’m completely lacking in energy and motivation. To make art, to write about being an artist. To do pretty much anything except watch movies.

I’m always told how motivated I am and how much I get done so I feel like a fake to admit I’ve done nothing the last month.

I suppose it is rather obvious given my lack of posts and lack of new artwork. In fact the artwork from my solo show, which I picked up sunday morning, is still in my car, as I can’t seem to find the motivation to bring it in the house.

I can beat myself up pretty good for lack of energy and focus but that doesn’t really help.

And it doesn’t help my readers as it’s not true that 100% of the time I’m full of energy and doing stuff. This has happened before and while not super common it isn’t never. The reality is I can not keep a full time day job and a full time art career in full swing all the time. I need down time occasionally.

So I’m being very nice to myself about it and just go with it. I worked extremely hard (300 hours in 7 weeks + my full time day job) to get my solo show ready. I’ve decided a month break is well deserved.

But it’s now time to get back in gear.

With baby steps – I can’t jump back into with todo lists a mile long. I need really short lists. Really really short lists.

Today this is my list:

- go to bank
- work in studio 15 mins
- write blog post
- go to dinner and eat some pie

I have 15 minutes until dinner time so off to the studio I go.


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Newton’s First Law of Motion

Taking A Break

The law on inertia (ie Newton’s first law of motion):

An object at rest will remain at rest unless acted on by an unbalanced force. An object in motion continues in motion with the same speed and in the same direction unless acted upon by an unbalanced force.

When I left for vacation my studio time had great momentum and I was also making excellent progress on the art business/marketing stuff.

I had grand ideas that I would continue to want to work on the art business during my month in South Africa so I took along materials (small and light) that would enable me to do that.

Then an “unbalanced force” came into play, namely that of having a great time relaxing and not feeling a need to get stuff done, and I promptly gave up the silly idea that I would Get Stuff Done during that time. I even stopped blogging as I definitely reached a state of rest.

It was excellent, and a well needed break for my usual constant motion.

Moving Again

Then I returned home and found it was quite easy to stay in that state of rest. It was great to just hang out and do very little the last few weeks.

This weekend I made it to the dye studio and created 40 yards of beautiful South African inspired fabric and then today I spent 2 hours in my studio organizing and finishing Structures #100 (it needed the edges finished and the hanging sleeve – I’m about half done with that project).

To that unknown “unbalanced force” that enabled me to get moving again – thank you. I have some ideas what was at play here and they will be good topics for future posts. I need to ponder the situation a bit more also.

South African Impressions

I now have the fabric dyed and will be starting my South African Impressions artwork this weekend after I wrap up a few loose ends on some other artwork.

I’ve started sorting my photos from the trip also and will start doing blog posts picking up where I left off on a day by day journal of the trip. It will be a great way to stay connected with the experience as I am making the artwork.

You can still purchase the South African Impressions art at a discount through the end of September.

For details see here: South African Impressions


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Why Do You Buy Art?

Abstract Contemporary Textile Painting / Art Quilt Lines #25 ©2009 Lisa Call

Lines #25
Textile Painting – Mounted on stretched canvas
©2009
3" x 3"
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Motivation

Today I asked my friends and followers on facebook and twitter “Why do you buy art?”

I received about 25 responses and then summarized them on a page for everyone to read. It’s here: Buying Art.

As an artist looking to sell my artwork, this information is quite interesting and very helpful. Most of the people that responded are artists so the larger art buying population might have a different take on things, or maybe not.

My hope is that over time a larger group of people will find that page and more information can be gathered (you can add your response to the page and vote for the comments you like). If this is interesting to you, please pass the link along to your audience and we’ll see how it goes.

Connection

My answer isn’t on there but there are some close ones. The feeding my soul one comes close. And the obvious – I buy art I love – art I’ll want to look at for years.

I buy art mostly from people that I know something about, many that I was introduced to online and have had conversations with. The story behind the art is part of the compelling reason to buy someone’s art. Owning someone’s art is a connection to the artist and part of the appeal.

Hugh McLeod has been talking alot about art being social objects. Interesting thoughts. He’s posts about considering collectors as art users are definitely something to think about.

 
Why do you buy art?

 
PS : The newest buzzword from gapingvoid is cube grenades. My small 3″ textile paintings, like the one above, would make excellent cube grenade. Want to start a conversation at the office? Hang a textile painting on the wall! [Update - the piece above sold a few minutes after I posted my blog entry but there are more available here: Affordable Art For Sale.]


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Quotes

Quick post tonight as I cook dinner and head out the door to an artist lecture at the Denver Art Museum by Sandy Skoglund.

One of the things I love about twitter are the quotes people post on occasion. Here are a few that resonated with me today:

Failure

“People fail in direct proportion to their willingness to accept socially acceptable excuses for failure.”

Tweeted by Sandra Martini

This is so relevant to what I wrote about yesterday about not making goals because I wanted to be the free-spirited artist type. It’s socially acceptable to not get stuff done cause I’m an artist and schedules are stifling.

Well – forget that – I’m not going to fail and my art career is not going to fail cause it’s cool to just float about unrestrained by structure.

Preparation

“The will to win is worthless if you do not have the will to prepare.” – Thane Yost

Tweeted by Jane Button

I read this and immediately equated ‘prepare’ with ’setting goals’. Some other day I might have read it differently but today it dove tails nicely with my intent to get back to structure.

Bathing

“People often say that motivation doesn’t last. Well, neither does bathing – that’s why we recommend it daily.” ~ Zig Ziglar

Tweeted byValery Satterwhite

Love this. I journal every morning and most mornings I set and intent for the day. When I can’t think of something specific it is often something along the lines of ‘live the day focused on the tasks I want to get done.’ Staying in the moment helps me stay motivated for the current task.

Bumper Sticker

My tweet for the day:

"Want to get new bumper stickers for my car – anyone have some good art ones? Any pointers to sources for art related bumper stickers?"

Didn’t get any pointers. So how about you blog readers? Do you have any art related bumper stickers on your car? What do they say?

If you don’t have one but wanted one – what might you put on it? Anyone have resources for some funny pre-made ones?


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Limited Capacity for Doing Stuff

Cement Pumper Truck for pouring foundation walls.

 

Everything is Great

The last few days have been a whirlwind of activity at my house. Making art, making progress on my new website and then today building a webpage for a holiday art sale I’m participating in with a few other artists (more on that when it’s all ready).

There is much progress on my house also. As of today there are foundation walls out back and it’s really defining the space quite nicely. I can really get a feel for the size and shape of things and I’m thrilled. The studio is about 2/3rds the size of my last studio and that’s about perfect for now. It either needed to be twice as big or it needed to be exactly the size I’m building it. I love when things work out exactly right.

Basically everything is going really wonderful right now and I’ve been in a great mood recently.

Nothing to Say

Problem is I can think of nothing to blog about. Actually that isn’t true. I can think of nothing to blog about that won’t take a really long time to write and I don’t feel like doing that right now. All my time is currently going into creative pursuits like web design and art making and writing clever comments on my construction photos. So I think my brain is on empty when it comes to write a blog post.

I find it goes in cycles. When I’m not doing so much of other things, I have creativity left over to blog. When things kick into high gear in all the other areas, I’m a little less motivation to blog.

Or maybe it’s the excitement of the pumper truck. Isn’t it the coolest thing? Lots more photos on smugmug of the foundation walls:

Yesterday (putting up the forms): November 4 Construction Photos

Today (pouring the concrete): November 5 Construction Photos

Or honestly – maybe I just ate too much Halloween candy to have anything intelligent to say.


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Darkness

Structures #66 ©2007 Lisa Call

Structures #66    ©2007    22" x 31"

 

Hello Darkness My Old Friend

Today was the first day of work after the clocks went back an hour (good bye daylight savings time until March) so as I was headed home at 5 it was already getting dark and by 5:30 it was all over. I had big plans to do tons of stuff tonight but found myself wandering aimlessly about the house for a while a bit disoriented.

I usually find this darker time to be a great period of motivation. I’m getting tons of sleep and it’s too cold out to want to wander about so my studio is the perfect place to be.

This year it feels odd. Probably the weather. Usually it’s fairly cold when this happens so it feels natural but this year it’s been in the 70s. It’s too warm for the days to be getting shorter! Which is really quite good in terms of pouring cement for the foundation of my new studio – I truly am very grateful the weather is on my side on this one.

Twitter to the Rescue

So after a bit of pacing and greeting the cats I naturally found myself in front of the computer instead of the sewing machine. No new email to distract me so off to twitter. I started to write something that felt whiny then realized I really don’t want to be that person.

So instead I found myself writing: First day home after dark from work. It’s going to take some serious energy to get me to that studio. Okay – no whining – off I go.

and headed to my studio for a little over 2 hours of art time today along with an hour of work on the website rewrite as I am determined this will be done within the next week.

I just had to decide to do it, and then I did. Thank you twitter for the chance to remind myself of that.

It’s a good day to follow up on my very productive weekend of 12 hours in the studio and 4 hours in the office. Kids are at their dad’s, boyfriend is out of town so no excuses to not stay focused and get stuff done.

Structures #66

I wanted art for the post today so selected a piece with a lot of black. I love this piece (do I say that about all of my work? Sometimes it feels that way, maybe because I rarely show the stuff that I don’t say that about).

I’ve never shown this textile painting in public and it’s pretty much lived in my closet it’s entire life. I need to find it a new home where it can get out of the darkness. I’m going to be putting all of my artwork on my new website over the next month (with prices – this piece is $1200 – which reminds me that I want to do a post about how I price my work) so I trust it will find a lighter place to live once the world knows it exists.


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Energy (Attitude) and Home #4

Abstract Contemporary Textile Painting / Art Quilt Home #4 ©2008 Lisa Call

Home #4
©2008
4" x 3"
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Plan to Have Energy

My daily schedule:

  • 5:30: Wake up
  • 6:00: Yoga
  • 6:30: Prepare for day
  • 7:00: Work in Studio
  • 7:30: Breakfast and get kids out the door to school
  • 8:00: More Studio
  • 8:30: Leave for work
  • 5:00: Home from work
  • 5:00: Dinner & family time
  • 7:00: Studio
  • 8:00: Art business/Office Work
  • 9:00: Write Blog Post
  • 9:30: Read 1/2 hour then sleep

My life isn’t always exactly like this but in general this is what I get done each day. My kids live with their dad every other week in which case family time is replaced with more studio and art business time.

When I first started working the day job I didn’t do anything when I got home other than watch netflix movies. After 6 months to a year of this rather sluggish behavior I decided I’d had enough laziness and I got rid of my TV.

Then I told myself I was not exhausted and that I had plenty of energy to make art. So that is exactly what I did. I’d get home from work and head to my studio and work for hours.

Now I do this daily. On my drive home I visualize myself working in my studio. I tell myself I have a ton of energy and I focus on the positive. I don’t participate in conversations where people complain about being too busy or tired to do anything as I feel it has a negative impact on me.

Having a positive attitude about what I can get done has been a big help in have all the energy I need to do anything I want.

Art For Sale

I stitched Home #4 along with Home #3, posted yesterday, with the thought it would be an ACEO to offer for sale via my studio newsletter in December. But apparently I can not measure and it turned out too big. I haven’t yet mastered the diagonals of these little houses so I do a lot more resewing and recutting than with my Structures and Markings series and they still don’t always turn out as I expect.

So now this little single house textile painting gets to be called Home #4 and is for sale for $35. Please send me email if you are interested in purchasing it. Shipping is $1 in the US and $2 elsewhere. I accept payment via paypal or checks in US dollars.

I was going to point out the stitched doors in the houses yesterday but forgot so check them out on this little piece. Maybe windows will be next as I had a discussion about windows with my builder today. We also talked about all sorts of other things, like bathrooms and keys. We’re getting closer to starting!

Insights

This evening is interview #2 in the Insights Artist Interview series with Alyson Stanfield. I love getting a chance to hear what these artist have to say about their careers. Success stories are wonderful motivation to keep on going.


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Shaking Self Doubt

Willows - October 5 2008 Colorado ©2008 Lisa Call

Self Doubts

This afternoon I returned home from a wonderful weekend in the mountains with Jim followed by brunch with some artist friends. It was an excellent weekend. [photo above taken on a beautiful drive we took on saturday].

Not long after returning home I found myself in a less than happy mood full of the type of self doubts that rarely rear their ugly head anymore. Keeping a gratitude journal and focusing on all the positive things in my life the past year has really helped keep me grounded.

But for some reason this afternoon my mind was saying something like this:

Why are you making art? Why not just go to the day job and come home and relax? Making art is a lot of work and what do you have to show for it? Why are you building a studio? Do you really think you deserve a huge new studio in this economy? Why are you making art anyway? What value does it have? Why do you think you can sell it and live off your art? Get real.

etc, etc. I suspect most artists can relate.

I knew I was headed in a bad direction that could bring art production to a halt for the week and possibly the month, if I continued to have this little pity party for myself.

So I took a nap since I lack motivation to do anything else. I woke up in the same mood.

So I called a friend and whined. They were supportive as they could be but I was being annoying and this little pity party wasn’t going to go away after a few nice words. This was my responsibility to end, not someone else.

Score One for My Mind

So I thought to myself: you have been here before and you have 2 choices. Let this win and spend the entire evening/week/month online doing nothing or maybe you could try something different and just get over yourself.

So I went to my studio and just got to work making art. I wandered off after 10 minutes but pulled myself back to the studio after a bit. I was determined that even if I couldn’t shake the feeling I was going to at least get something done.

I was in a pretty pissy mood and had plenty of negative thoughts and it was rough going at first. I tried to think of something I was grateful for and could think of nothing. Eventually I got the focus to interrupt the stream of negativity and reminded myself how much I love to make art and slowly I could bring in other things I was grateful for.

My mantra was "Art is valuable, My art is valuable". I started repeated it over and over again when I caught my mind having a little pity party.

I also asked myself what I was gaining by thinking all these negative thoughts. I can’t say I came up with a good answer for this but I did decide I wasn’t gaining anything I wanted and that helped to put an end to the unpleasantness in my head.

After 3 1/2 hours the positive thoughts won and the self doubt and negative voice was put back in the box as it doesn’t serve me right now. Yay.

I’m really excited about the textile painting I was working on and Home #2 should be done tomorrow and I’ll post a photo of it.


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Teams and Sprints

Cool rock seen while hiking in Colorado ©2008 Lisa Call

 
Another post in my series on Scrum and My Art Business.

My last post I talked about User Stories. I was going to write about managing tasks in this post but realized I needed to cover some more basics first.

The Team

In a previous post I introduced the product owner as one of 3 roles in scrum. The other 2 roles are Scrum Master and Team Member.

Each scrum team typically has these members:

  • 1 Product Owner – who writes the user stories, brings the vision for the product to the team and prioritizes the work to be done
  • 1 Scrum Master – who gets rid of impediments that are stopping the team from getting their work done (more on this role later)
  • 5-9 Team Members – who do the work. From design and architecture to coding and testing.

In my art business there is only 1 person to play all roles. The past month it’s been interesting to think about the difference between each of them. I find I excel at the product owner stuff of bringing vision and thinking up things to do. I’m less effective at actually doing it, not because I can’t, but because I get distracted. So I think I could be a better scrum master and keep myself on track better.

This weekend I unplugged my computer and removed it from my studio/bedroom – the result was 16 hours spent making art. Score one for the scrum master on that decision.

Iterate

One of the key features of scrum, and most agile software development processes, is that the work is divided up into iterations. A group of work is selected to be done for each of those iterations. In scrum those iterations are called sprints (because they had to come up with new words for everything).

Scrum is a series of sprints, typically anywhere from 2-4 weeks in length, that follow this structure

  1. Planning Meeting – The teams select a set of stories to complete in the sprint.
  2. The Sprint – The team works on those stories during the sprint.
  3. Sprint Review – At the end of the sprint the team demonstrate the complete work to the product owner for approval.
  4. Sprint Retrospective – The team holds a meeting to evaluate how the sprint went so they can adapt and do better next round.

Repeat these 4 steps over and over and over without end. Every once in a while the software is released to customers and developers move onto the next release with new functionality in the next sprint.

Planning

At the beginning of a sprint the team sits down and decides how much work they can do during that sprint. The stories are prioritized by the product owner, so the team selects the highest priority stories. Each story is also estimated in size. So the team picks the amount of work, based on the size of the stories, that they feel they can complete in the sprint.

Prioritization and Estimation are black arts in the world of software development and maybe not so different for an artist so I’ll touch on these topics again in future posts.

By doing the planning at the beginning of each sprint, instead of all of it up front at the beginning of the project, it is possible to make better informed decisions about planning as the project matures. It’s a fallacy to think the scope of a software project can be determined up front and locked into place. Scrum allows for a more natural way of planning and prioritizing the work.

I think this fits the needs for an art career well. As new opportunities arise and details of existing ones are made more clear, replanning each month allows an artist to reprioritize the importance of each of the goals.

I’m trying out some of these ideas and have decided on doing sprints of 1 calendar month. At the beginning of September I selected some user stories to work on for the month by looking through all of the work I wanted to do.

Sprinting

During the sprint the team members do the work to complete the user stories. They hold a daily meeting in which each member answers these questions:

  1. What did I do today
  2. What am I going to do tomorrow
  3. What (if anything) is blocking me from doing my work

It is through these meetings, and the amazing power of peer pressure, that the team functions without an authoritarian model. If you had to stand up at work each day and be held accountable to your teammates for pulling your own weight, the theory is you will actually do your work, vs surf the internet and buy stuff from amazon and ebay.

I’ve mentioned before that I have an artist mastermind group that I email every night answering exactly these 3 questions. While we are not a team, in that we are working towards a common group vision, having to say to other people "err – didn’t do a darn thing – again" is huge motivation to keep on track.

I highly recommend this type of group activity. I found my mastermind partners during the Artist Breakthrough Program” I took with Alyson Stanfield last spring. We’ve been emailing almost daily for months now and I know for me personally it is huge.

The Review – And Done

At the end of the sprint the team demonstrates the software they completed. Only user stories that fit the definition of done are demonstrated (see my previous post on this topic of what done means.) Almost done or close to done don’t count.

The product owner looks at what the software does and decides yes or no if it is acceptable. How do they decide? It’s based on the acceptance criteria for the user story (see the section on testing in this post about users stories for details on acceptance criteria.) If the product owner either accepts or rejects the work.

Any story that is rejected or that does not fit the definition of done is moved back to the list of incomplete user stories and is placed in a future sprint during a planning meeting.

I’m about 1/3 of the way through my first art sprint so I can’t report on how this might look but I’m hoping I don’t reject too much of my own work as not good enough.

I’ve been doing planning in iterations for my art career for a while now, and again I use my mastermind group to keep me on track. I’ve tried weekly goals and 2 week goals and monthly goals. Again emailing to the other artists what I hope to do for the month and how that month went. So I’ll continue doing that as a part of my sprint reviews.

The Retrospective

The adaptive nature of scrum is a very important piece of the process so I’ll devote more time to this later also. If you aren’t thinking about how things went and changing behavior based on those observations you aren’t doing scrum. And really, you aren’t being very smart about life.

We’ve all heard the saying: the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.

It’s really rather obvious, but it’s also not so easy to implement.

The Rock

The photo at the top of this post has nothing to do with scrum but I like it so there it is. Another photo from hiking in Colorado. The water looks golden because of the pebbles underneath.

Click on the image for a larger picture and more rock details (I love rocks). It looks totally cool with my LED fancy screen on my laptop, which hasn’t yet been color calibrated so who knows what colors you might be seeing.


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